It’s nice to have a little sheltered spot on the internet for entirely my own. Somehow once people know about the blog, it ceases to belong purely to you, the connections that will inevitably be made contaminates forthrightness, especially for a chronic self doubter. I am jealous of the people who can write at length about themselves, seemingly unhindered by humility, but then is humility just shyness draped carefully in morality?
I am happy today. Genuinely relaxed and unthinkingly joyful. I love that state, where thoughts don’t get in the way of feelings and expression of feelings. It’s been a while since there have been so many consecutive days of such a state. Stems from being comfortable with oneself I guess. Having the right people who make you feel positive about yourself while still challenging you to push the possibilities.
